This Really Blows, Actually
If you've been following this blog for any length of time, you'll know that it ranges from news to streams of consciousness and everywhere in between. It's a way for me to work through all the shit that comes with realizing someone you've idolized for so long is not who you thought they were.
But you must know... it fucking sucks. It brings me zero joy to think critically about all of this. I loved Matt. I absolutely loved his music. I thought he stood for so much good in his world. I supported everything he did, I spent God knows how much on concerts and merch. So let me tell you, all of this, writing here, posting on social media... I hate it. It's not fun.
I want him to get help. He's a human being. I hope he gets better, if not for himself, then for his children.
But I also want him to own up to his actions and be accountable for what he's done. That's it. Ownership.